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by Claudy Khan

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Empress I am,

of the good heart that knows the darkness.

Loved I am,

to conquer the fool of my insecurity.

Conscious I am,

the Creator made only me like me.

Knowing I am,

as patience is the only seed worth sowing.

Angry I am,

Because time has seemingly taken too much time in my opinion.

Fearing I am,

for I do not know the future.

Alive I am,

Because all that matters is the here and now.

One I am,

For this body is made to love another and cherish them.

Tall I am,

for the depth of my heart shines alike the tower of trust.

Happy I am,

For I love women and support them.

Generous I am,

For that is all you can be on planet Earth.

Tired I am,

For my heart yearns for the unspoken.

Free I am,

to live and love.

Perhaps the very last truth of my existence,

Is why I write.

Why I give

and why I prosper.

Thank you divine.

-Cassandra Kalaika

”Who am I?”

(via afrodesiacworldwide)

I walked away.

To find my soul again.

My purpose and my vision.

All are going to help me.

Help me live,

Help me be.

I love,

too dearly.

But I never love enough.

There is no misery,

there are only miserable thoughts.

Time changes me,

as I change time.

The shape of my body,

is the rhythm of my rhyme.

I wonder, will true love know,

how to keep me,

but also let me go.

Tender and sacred,

are the hands of healing.

All I see in a woman,

I find most appealing.

I am ready to love again,

ready to soar.

Wherever this life may take me,

teach me how to roar.

Top of the list,

with no room to spare,

I seek to find my holyness,

at the crown of my despair.

I came to live for you,

I came to fight for you.

I came to show you,

that perhaps my path,

is just like yours.

I now walk away to find my soul again.

My moment, you see?

For all I give has been respected blissfully.

No hate can come from the limbs of my body,

No hate can arise in the midst of tyranny.

I gave my heart to God to keep,

so I may no longer weep.

-Cassandra Kalaika

(Source: polomka90, via light-ignited)

You take me into the mountains…

There where our love is the greatest.

You smile, looking into my brown eyes.

I am amazed at the love you give me.

It ignites my flame for you my twin.

Each word is a journey,

Each sentence a path.

Each point of no return,

My home.

Do not wander about alone in the forest my love.

For beings who want your heart roam freely.

Make this our day…

Give me something to be happy about, 

or someone to be happy for.

Let me share this power in me.

With You.

-C.W.

(via x-cursi0n)

To my beloved.

Too many days have passed now
I have run out of the patience you have given me.

I have run out of time you thought would be enough.
You have not returned to me and now I walk alone.

Burdened by my desire to be loved.
I seek the deepest waters to fill me.

Find me and lock me into the tides of time.
When did you give up on me?
When has the rain we share,
been too little for you?

When have the mountains called my name and I have not responded?

Never!

My beloved.

Talk to me.

Let me no longer sit in the silence of your confusion.
We breathe through one lung, you and I.

The summer cannot be seen without you.
Winter, I survived.
But now it is spring and the joys of having you in my heart have faded.
I need to start all over again and I do not know how.

See that and keep me away from you no longer.

A friend.
That is all I ask for.

My dearest.

See my soul and Love it.

For it is shaped in the hour of my greatest hunger to be satisfied, Loved and understood.

Be with me in the winds of change,

resist nothing and follow your heart.

The way is paved to find me,

here,

for you.

-C.W

(To my beloved)

(Source: benchandcompass, via the-native-fox)

The Night was busy and fast.

I’d hoped that things would last.

We stood beside each other in utter silence.

The past gone from us with all it’s violence.

The moments I saw you, You saw me smile.

The assurance could have us walk a mile.

And still my thoughts were all for you.

Inside me budding like an ancient truth.

The times you wonder, You are awake.

And if only to know its worth the wait.

The hours shift from early to late.

I know you are my sacred fate.

The excitement is in me,

How much longer my dear?

I learn each day,

is a lesson without fear.

No more of what I thought I needed,

but more of what I know I’ve heeded.

Times have changed me for good.

-C.W.

(Source: vivajulie, via ritaismyname)

I said good bye to you.

I cannot carry your doubt any longer.

Nor your fear.

My tears are not meant for sadness,

but for the happiness I know only I can be.

You wanted me to stay longer,

but I returned home.

You thought you could make me stronger,

but I felt so alone.

I walked away from you,

you are not what you seem.

I am not the reason you were hurt in the past,

Nor can I explain it.

You are beautiful,

you will be happy with someone,

I can feel it.

The light of love never abandons anyone.

So I know you will be fine.

Good.

Bye.

Cassandra

(Source: holyfriend, via metrodorus)

The dream I chose to catch

My beloved one,

my shining time of truth,

I have missed you.

We are the healers of luck and hope,

you, you carry the rope,

upon which I balance myself and try to be,

another she,

another she.

I know your longing is just as great.

Otherwise I would not have spoken to fate.

And asked her to bring us,

close again.

You, you the eradicator of my pain.

The time has changed and now I know,

there is much beneath that wonderous growth,

your age does not matter to me,

I have said this before,

I, the other She,

Desire a little more.

I kept you in my mind,

then I brought you to my soul.

You, you, the one that is so bold.

I hold your face,

as you hold mine.

I feel the chase,

of what is sacred and divine.

The end of my love is not near,

nor will it ever be.

I love you dear.

I truly love thee.

C.W.

(Source: oh-teenagers, via sickboichildish)

The skies are grey,

yet my heart is blue.

The winds scream, ‘Hey’

as my feelings turn true.

I have awaited you and your beauty,

and all that I may know.

The wind blows softly and I feel I may grow.

It is in the being of my sensual,

that I find all that I may need.

I love all that is intellectual,

and my feelings I do heed.

Your hand is warm and large,

it caresses my face.

I feel the beating of my heart,

leave about a single trace.

Of your smile I see nothing,

but I feel your love,

I peer into the eyes of everything you are most certainly made of.

We walk along the shore,

avoiding the rocks we know all too well.

I ask you if you would like more,

of that which makes my heart swell.

Your eyes are a color,

I have seldomly seen.

Its like they are mixture,

of natures blue and green.

The Blood I feel you have also,

could let me live forever and a day.

I feel your arms around my torso,

hold me in every way.

I travelled with you to see the waters,

of evergreen and fog.

I am a child of the forests and so I talk.

You walk with me to the garden,

of love, truth and care,

I feel the skin around my feet harden,

as we play in the ground truth or dare.

And as we look beyond our skin,

we feel the light of joy.

You feel me, deep and soothing within,

you feel me being coy.

I gently lift the shirt I wear,

to show you my hidden scars.

We always promised to share,

the fuel that fed the stars.

But not the fuel you’d think it to be,

no no it was something else.

We would sit and ponder about letting each other see,

that indeed to each other we are of help.

I am even more patient now not doubting what I know.

My heart has told me many things,

but my soul will always glow.

It is unto you that I give my mind,

so you may look after it.

Do not ever leave it behind,

for there is too much courage.

And yes I speak my mind to you,

and let you know the deal.

Yet for all I feel when I hear the truth,

is how you make it all real.

-C.W.

(Source: over-there, via metronudes)

Igniting my spirit.

I wonder about my Love.

My love is healthy,

my love is strong.

My love is wealthy,

cos I hold on.

I keep it going,

I believe,

In all Im doing,

I perceive.

Beauty I am,

Wonderful I am.

Time, I am.

It took time to make me.

It takes time to make me well again.

It will take time,

in the future.

My happiness is igniting within me.

Like the fountains of freedom and hope.

On a hot summer’s day.

The night is mind and body,

the day is made up of the soul.

All three tell me my intuition is my goal.

-Cassandra Wiechert

(Source: blessedfbodies)

The peak

It is time.

Time it is,

for us, to be one.

We share the moon,

we share all the other planets,

so why not share the sun?

And make it good for everyone?

And set aside our differences.

And become decent human beings living with each other.

We can be kind and filled with kindness.

We can be strong and be filled with strength.

But what we can also be,

is thankful.

Thankful that beings show up and share what they know.

I remember the lonely hours before the sun would rise,

me, in the mountains,

with a heart ache like no other.

It is time.

C.W.

(Source: nature-vs-society, via dreams-love-clouds)